What am I doing?

Had a though last week.....

Some of my very favorite music includes boybands, britney spears and broadway...

One of my biggest online news sources is people.com...

I am addicted to horrible reality TV, including the entire Real Housewives franchise...

My favorite vacation destination is Disney World...

What in the hell am I doing working at Minnesota Public Radio?!?

I have had that thought more than once and continue to struggle with it. I'm not sure I'll ever be as "serious" as everyone around me. Not that I don't care about it all or feel that it is important. I just do not bleed public radio - like so many of my co-workers.
I wonder if I will ever find another job that I actually have the fire and passion for. Sometimes I feel like a poser, but I can't help what makes me happy in life!
I can be very serious at times - too serious even - but most of the time I am a 10 yr old girl and those things that made me happy then, still make me happy to this day.
I guess I am okay with that. I just hope people can always accept me for who I am, what is important to me and what makes me happy. I never pretend to be someone I am not - and I hope people can always see that in me.

But for now, I will continue to love pop music that makes me sing and dance, bad reality tv that makes me feel "less crazy" and disneyworld will always be my happiest place on earth.